001. So much has been going on with me that I don't even know where to begin. Some things I can discuss, others I'm not really so sure about just yet. I may wait until they are public knowledge. Anyway... Here I am in Memphis once again. I couldn't sit at home staring at all of my chaos for another seven days before we pack up and go. It's causing me to lose my mind in every sense of the word. I just can't stand it.
002. I will be driving another three hours tomorrow to see my amazing boyfriend one more time before I move to Portland. I am so lucky to have found the love of my life, though I know that the next few years are going to be extremely hard... it will all be worth it in the end. It makes me feel so silly that I get butterflies every time I think about him. I need him to be closer - but until that's a legit possibility, I'll have to just make our time together count. Whether it's one night, a week, or a month together.
Unfortunately, mum informed me that Dalton & I needed to wait until at least I finish school before we get married. I really hate that she now has my tuition over my head in terms of this. I know that it would change my financial standing though, and she can't afford anything more. To her though if I am adult enough to marry, I'm adult enough to pay for my own college. Ugh.
003. I should have waited until this fall to begin classes at the Art Institutes. I absolutely cannot stand AIO. It's probably one of the worst decisions I've ever made. Dealing with the stress of moving and the stress of trying to do 12 credit hours online is just too much to handle. Mum has told me to stop making myself sick stressing out about it though. If I had to retake the classes I could, if not, great. It's such a load off of my chest.
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